- Total: 7,350 words
- Write 350 words/day
- 5 days/week (Tuesdays and Sundays off)
- Project: I want to keep working on “This House Isn’t Haunted” and see what I can turn it into. I also might take another shot at Death Drive.*
- Soundtrack: I have been listening to She Wants Revenge and Industrial Music For Bondage Balls on very heavy rotation lately and there’s no reason it won’t continue. Also Celldweller, Blue Stahli, Faderhead, all my most favorite people, I don’t know why I keep listing my musical preferences it’s all just the same thing over and over and over. Maybe it’s a weird holdover from my LJ days.
*Confession: Whenever I’m intensely compelled to revisit Death Drive, it’s because I’m intensely missing a particular friend that I don’t speak to anymore. Obviously I could text him and see whether we’re still anything to each other … but I’m a millenial and I hear we’re all terminally afraid of conversation or rejection or something
Wordcount goal: 7,700 words.
Words written: ~1,800
Days writing fiction: 2.
Projects: “This House Isn’t Haunted,” expanded from the original fragment into a halfway decent (very) short story.
Excuses: It’s not much, hardly anything really, but I feel a lot more productive than I have in months. I’m writing consistently, even though most of it isn’t fiction or even anything I care about. This is not what I imagined for myself as a youngling when I wanted to be a professional writer, but I’m getting paid to write and it’s reasonably interesting work, so that’s something.
School: I got an A in Creative Writing (expected) and proved to myself that I don’t always suck and fail (surprising). I turned in all the assignments on time, except for the one weekend when the internet went out—I say the internet and not my internet because the internet went out for the entire town—something-something windstorm, something-something fallen tree, something-something severed internet cable … which was a happy accident because I hadn’t actually started the assignment yet (as I do) but at least I had a halfway valid excuse for not being on time. Next up: graphic design. I am scared I can’t do it but the assignments don’t look impossible and I’ll probably be okay if I can remember not to freak the fuck out when I get confused.
Freelance: This month was a good month. I had the highest number of blog assignments I’ve had from my contact and I got a couple other projects through the content mill site I’m on. I also signed up for a few other platforms recently and I’m waiting to hear back and see how those go.
Wordcount goal: 8,500 words.
Words written: 698.
Days writing: 1.
Projects: Tried a few things out, couldn’t get into it.
Excuses: General anxiety things, etc.
School: Going well for once. I am consistently turning in assignments on time, and receiving good feedback. I’m no longer stressed about participating in online discussions, and I’m much less stressed about taking feedback in general.
Freelance: Also going well. Corporate blog post writing suits me. It’s anonymous and I’m learning not to overthink things too much—just write the assignment, follow the spec sheet, and try to be fun/engaging if at all possible. Easy!
Wordcount goal: 7,350 words.
Words written: ZERO.
Days writing: NONE.
Projects: Also NONE (excepting freelance).
Excuses: (Blah blah blah blah.)