Best Laid Plans: June 2014

June plans:

  • Write most days (any fiction counts, 350 words/day).
  • Current projects: Death DriveLost Loves + Little Deaths.
  • Post some fiction/a fragment here at least once a month.
  • (Continue) Project: Fail Better.

Work-related Nonsense:

  • The new department sucks. Because…
  • My employer’s policies suck. Because…
  • Call centers suck.
  • I am having mood swings. All I can feel lately is blinding frustration and rage. I know to stay outwardly quiet but fuck this noise—fuck this noise—fuck this noise— repeats over and over in my head, a toneless and unrelenting soundtrack for the dying dreams crawling broken/useless in the surgical theater of my heart.
  • I think I can make it maybe another month, if that.

Life-related Nonsense:

  • I should probably spend the summer getting certified in something.
  • And look for a slightly less hellscape-flavored job.
  • And (as always) being a grown-up sucks.